I've lost my job, God, and I feel like a failure. I wasn't prepared for the shame, the humiliation, the anger, the blow to my confidence. I didn't see it coming. I feel so naked.
I never realized this before, but having a job is like wearing clothing. It makes you feel safe, protected. But being unemployed is like standing naked in front of everyone you know. Someone asks you, "What do you do?" and you feel like hiding. People start pitying you and whispering about you.
I'm scared, God. My family can't survive without my income. We're in debt and now there's no way to climb out of the hole we've dug.
Help me, God. Fill me with courage and strength. Restore the faith I used to have in myself. Remind me that I am talented and capable and energetic and loyal.
Steady my nerves, God; calm my fears. Save me from self-pity. Lead me on the path toward a new opportunity, a new hope, a new beginning. Amen.
- Rabbi Linda Bertenthal